>_< Promise me you won't cry for me again ! Please . It hurts to know that you're actually worrying about me and it hurts even more to see you cry . I'm sorry , darling , I shouldn't have done what I did last night ! You knew why I acted that way last night and it was because I was scared , yet , you were so understanding and patient with me . You proved to me that you would go to any extend for me , just so that I'd be happy , but why , baby , why that place ? Why did you use that against me ? How could you be so mean ? You knew that it was my weakness , you knew that I didn't want you to go and yet you went . You're so mean , baby , so fucking mean !

Seeing you cry last night was the worst thing ever . You said I was the first girl you cried for ! It hurts , darling , it really does . I'm sorry I made you cry , I really am ! Last night was one of the worst nights . I knew how you feel and I hated myself for making you feel that way ! Darling , it's not your fault I'm like this , it's my own fault for wanting to be like this . Don't blame it all on yourself , ok ? None of this is your fault , it's all mine . I asked for it , I wanted to do it .

I love you so so so much , darling . You were there for me through my toughest time and no matter how many times I scream at you , cry like a baby , bite you till I leave bite marks , hit you so hard till I leave a red mark , push you away when all you wanted to do was to hug me and to tell me that it'll all be ok , get angry at you for something you didn't do , you're still so patient and so loving and caring ! You're so silly , you're an idiot for loving me , for being so caring and patient towards me .

You're my idiot :) And I wouldn't want to change anything about you ( except the fighting part ! ) cause that's what makes you , you and that was what made me fall so deeply in love with you !

Dui ni wen rou , dui ni hao . You ni zai shen bian , wo bu xiang luan pao ♥ Wo yuan yi zuo ni de lao puo :)

Diana Roxxanne Ting Fong Fong ♥s



Kenny Stevie Liew Boon Soon

xx, Di .